collections of my life journey

It is Time... to say GOODBYE

2009-07-31T12:27:00.005+08:00

Thank you for being my audience all this while.
This place holds a great load of memories & now i'm bringing these memories with me to a new HOME.
Click & you will find my new house.

Wait a little while

2009-07-30T12:10:00.002+08:00

Hmmm... its almost done a little more touch up & it will be ready...

Preparation

2009-07-28T19:58:00.002+08:00

Soon you will find out... Please have some patience with me...

ARGHZZZ!!!

2009-07-27T00:42:00.000+08:00

NOT THAT I'M NOT UPDATING BUT I CANT UPLOAD THE PICTURES I WANT TO POST... "_" I'VE LOST THE WHOLE NAGVI BUTTONS... WHY WHY WHY !?!?!?!?

She needs to wake up her idea

2009-07-22T16:09:00.005+08:00

Chance upon this article (http://www.asiaone.com/Motoring/News/Story/A1Story20090721-156196.html) when i was doing my usual reading in the morning.

I think this lady has to wake up her idea. Her daugthers might be too young to realise what is right and what is wrong. But she should have at the least correct them of their actions. But no she condone their actions and complain about it. Gosh!!! NS men are members of the PUBLIC too and have all the right in the world to take PUBLIC transport.

Like what most have commented not everyone has the luxury to a cab, even sharing a cab is nowadays can be quite costly to a NS man that earns peanut every month. Let's put it this way even if they can afford, what give you the right to make the Cab Driver "suffer". If i'm not wrong your complain was about the smell they immersed, so if every cab driver thinks like you then the poor men that is keeping us safe will have to walk home every time they book out?

Let's not forget, we are all leaving happily on this small but safe & sound island, besides the effort of our forefather, are these people from all walks of life including these guys in GREEN that keep the island the way it is.

Music Connects the World

2009-07-22T11:57:00.004+08:00

My friend show me the link. Check out how music connects the World.

PS: I believe there're people that see them as nusiances, but i think they are great musicians. Always ready to make music anywhere, everywhere. The tempo, the music, the rhythm, you name it they have it.

Health

2009-07-21T00:29:00.003+08:00

Most believe that MONEY can buy everything.

I don't.
At least MONEY can't buy health (& LOVE).
Money just help to maintain, prolong.
But your health will never be the same again.

Uncle I hope you will be strong & get well soon.
Take care.

Dogs go to school

2009-07-20T18:01:00.006+08:00

Just a few weeks back I was asking my friend if she will send her dogs to school if there's one. And her answer was "Yes!!! of coz". Guess she is not the only one that thinks that way.

Check out these dogs that attend school in Colombia

PS: Val i'm pretty sure you will sign up for Boey too... haha

Peace out ♥

They make ME think ...

2009-07-17T15:50:00.008+08:00

Wake up this morning doing my usual, log online to check my emails and read some news before i leave for work.

This particular article (http://www.asiaone.com/Health/News/Story/A1Story20090716-155191.html) caught my attention. I went on to read it and well-up as i did. He's only one and a half decades old but the way he live on despite his illness really touch me. He's so strong, mature and cheerful. He reminded me of Charmaine (http://ourfeistyprincess.blogspot.com), the feisty princess, she's barely 4 but the pain she's going through is beyond what words can describe. They to me are the true warriors. Their persistent and insistent in living on bring them this far. They might not live to see the sun rise tomorrow but they are still cheerful and enjoying life to the fullest.

After reading the article, it really sets me thinking, how weak i am as compared to them. I'm not sure if i'll be strong like them to carry on my life as normal as it can be. These kids are really something, and someone that we can learn a thing or two from.

Peace Out ♥

I tried...

2009-07-16T22:12:00.009+08:00

I tried to hit the sack early like U...
But after tossing & turning for an hour plus i gave up, i cant even shut my eyes tight.

So i did this...

Okay i should start trying again. Goodnight.

Peace Out ♥

Do Not...

2009-07-16T16:37:00.005+08:00

... make someone the priority in your life when you're only an option in theirs

What have i been up to lately...

2009-07-16T00:08:00.008+08:00

Where should i start...

As most have knew that i'd changed my job to be with Brillante Music full time. Spent the first few months of the year doing up the paperwork, setting-up the system & getting things organised for the company. It is tedious but all worth it for the good of the company in the long run.

Besides meddley with the company stuff, working as Hong's PA has never been an easy task. He can be listed the TOP 10 busiet man in Singapore. No comments. I enjoy every moment of my work as I'm always learning something new along the way.

If you recover my post last year. I travelled a lot for work. As compared to this year my 1st outstation was in March where i spent a week in different part of Malaysia with Coral Sec, Bedok South, St Pats & St And Bands.

Summary of Klang & Shah Alam, MYS- Mar '09

I ♥ Music & Band. Though i don't play an instrument anymore. Being part of it in a different way makes me a happy girl.

Right after my return, i was busy with preparation of National Youth Winds Ingurual Concert with Jan Van der Roost. Its was an awesome experience to get to meet the composer for my 1st SYF set pc.. OMG!!! its was like a dream.

NYW- 20 June 09

It also allow me to make new friends, though they were mostly younger than me *which make me feel freaking OLD!!!* We keep in touch had went out for dinner & had fun.

NYW Supper Club (1 of the many out there)

Peace out ♥

Dinner

2009-07-15T20:51:00.003+08:00

We had steak for dinner.
The meal wasn't great :( *Although is a place we frequent*.

PIC!!! isn't what we had but didn't have camera with me , just make do ya.

But the company was.
Thank U for Ur company. :)

New Skin, New Beginning

2009-07-15T16:56:00.003+08:00

Yeah i know the title is kind of cliche. But who cares, i'm going to start blogging again. *Hope this time i can keep up with time on that*. I like this new skin & thanks to the designer of course for her hardwork.

Okay i've got to get back to work. More updates shall come as i'm once again excited about Blogging..

Peace Out ♥

爱的可能

2009-07-14T17:44:00.003+08:00

你出现我身边像个奇迹发生

没想到会是你让我如此失魂
我心中的感觉是这样陌生快乐的牵挂在相聚的每一分

曾以为我见过所有爱的可能

这一刻才明了我有多么天真

想给你全世界一刻我都不愿等

想要你的心却怕不能成真

因为你有你的人生　我有我的旅程

在前方还有等着你的人

你会哭会笑会爱会伤神

你会不会敲我的门

虽然你对我的认真　我也感动万分

你终究不是属于我的人

但记得在你孤单的时候

我会伸出双手　我会(就)是你朋友　到永久

歌手：叶倩文

歌曲：爱的可能

First time in 2009

2009-07-01T11:46:00.002+08:00

Hi people...

If there is still anyone coming here at all. I miss blogging.. Just simply have no time for it. Things are starting to slow down due to H1N1. Oh well is not something that i'm looking forward to at all.

I cant sleep well recently. Just have too much on my mind and putting them aside is simpler in words than action. Any cure for me because i simply dont think i can last it this continues...

Enjoy your lunch people!!!

O.M.G.

2008-09-21T01:09:00.002+08:00

Oh my gosh.. cobwebs.. *take out cloth & wipe*

Gosh the last time i update was like April 08 which is almost 5 months ago.

Many things had happened in the past few months, there are also UPs & downs in these few month.. I shall do a summary of what had happened when i went "missing" from my blog.. haha

May 08:
Spent most of my time working OT to round up the activities for the festival in Beijing. I just remember my rountine was Home- Office, Office - Home daily. Sometimes even on Saturday. When u're busy time fly before i know it, it was already the end of the month

June 08:
Getting ready for the festival in Beijing. Spent 10 days in Beijing it was really an "eye-opener" for me. The problems we encountered there was really hell. But still we managed to overcome them. I enjoyed the last night in Beijing the most, coz is literally an off day for me. Met up with Boss, Sean , Wang Lao Shi & a few others Taiwanese friends for dinner. We have like the best food & service ever. Then was a endless night of drinking session. Happy time always fly pass, it was then time for me to come back to SIN.

July 08:
Thought that after the festival in June i'll have time to start preparing for our next festival in November. I thought wrong as usual. I start getting busy with APBDA bidding & preparing the logistic for BDA in Taiwan. So as u can guess i spend my time juggling between 2. It was tiring but fun. Learning curve is shooting up. I left for Tainan, Taiwan for 7 days for the bidding and got a chance make several new friends. And of coz for BDA's band performance in Taiwan. It was nothing but fun fun fun. I din feel like i was working at all :)

Aug 08:
Spend most of my timing liasing for the end of year festival. Went down for appointment to sell the festival to the schools. Nothing much happen in these month. Except that me and val has been hitting Wala's on a regular basis. haha. Wang lao shi came down to Singapore just before school reopen in Taiwan. Layton that we know from Taiwan also come down to Singapore before he went back to Aussie. Is always good catching up with old friend in your own country.

Sep 08:
Was suppose to be travelling to BKK for a meeting not until the protest starts to get worst there. The trip was then postpone. This month is spent liasing with the teachers to confirm if they are still going for the trip. I'll be travelling again though. This time for leisure to Taiwan. Leaving coming Friday will be back by beginning of October. But i don't know why i'm just not really looking forward to the trip like i usually do.. Maybe i just have too much on my mind..

Anyway friends i'll try to update more often but i cant commit coz i dun wan to make promises that i cant keep.

till then

hugz hugz

Whining

2008-04-29T01:00:00.001+08:00

Gosh i'm becoming more & more whining nowadays...
Well guess that's my way of unwinding... haha

i miss you :P

Beijing

2008-04-20T22:53:00.003+08:00

Last time here i was 15...
Gosh time flies. Lots of things change. Seriously i cant find anything familiar not even the airport terminal.
Land in her new terminal 3 at 0600. Took me almost an hour to clear the immigration. And if you think our Terminal 3 is big. Their's hell bigger.
alot alot alot X 1000000000000000 bigger..
haha..
The weather is freezing here its been raining since the moment i touch down. Trust me the weather here is like winter in Taiwan.
Been on the road since the moment i touch down, shower, meeting, dinner and finally my day come to an end for today...
Tom start early again.. meeting in the morning & afternoon then i'll be on the plane again... i can see my body aching again :(...
Shall stop whining & go get company from my Nora & JD Roberts

2008-04-19T15:49:00.002+08:00

For the 1st time i actually dread travelling.
Totally not looking forward to it at all
"_"

... ... ... ...

Humans

2008-04-16T11:25:00.000+08:00

We tend to take things for granted especially when we think that it will always be there. It always takes an incident or a series of it, to let us stop and realize nothing last forever. Though I always try cherish what I have in life, still there are times it will slip out of me. Sometimes it takes a painful shake to wake me up from my dreams.

-Memory lingers so does pain-

Feeling ...

2008-04-15T10:15:00.000+08:00

Sick, Sad
Depressed, Disturbed

Do U ...

2008-04-14T11:13:00.002+08:00

Do U know how i feel?
-Doubt it-

Attack

2008-04-10T00:56:00.001+08:00

"Seeing" you again makes my heartache.
Totally unexpected
Broken, i am

Addiction

2008-03-30T20:28:00.004+08:00

Simply addicted to cutting my hair... 3rd hair cut in 4 months ...

Yes, your eyes' ain't playing tricks is meant to be one side longer than the other. :)

Random

2008-03-24T22:45:00.002+08:00

Too many instances of betrayal form hatred
That never seems to subside
No matter how hard U try

Trying

2008-03-24T00:52:00.002+08:00

I don't update doesn't mean I'm dead...

Hey pals, my apologies for not updating my life here. But that doesn't time stop for me. In fact it runs at double the speed. Aint in the mood to go into details. Anyway just want to let you pals know that i'm doing good.

Till then

Cheers!!!

Listening Ears

2007-12-26T00:41:00.000+08:00

U might not want to talk about it
U might not want to share

But

If U ever need someone to listen
I'll always be there

Take care...

Merry X'Mas!!!

2007-12-24T18:00:00.000+08:00

X'mas a season of giving & sharing. I gave myself something this Xmas too...
Dar-dang!!! a New look that my present ... hehe

I like is short & red now... haha... i might jus snipped it even shorter... will see about that.. hehe... Had a X'mas party in the office this morning... will post more about it need to run to prepare for tonight's parties... Yea i HEART X'mas...

Take care loves... Merry X'mas

Hey

2007-12-19T14:18:00.000+08:00

Hey everyone i'm back...

Enough of travelling for the month...

X'mas is coming and i bought myself a present yesterday...

hehe... Will update soon...

Bobby

2007-12-10T15:24:00.000+08:00

It hurts to see Bobby in such shape this morning.. We tried to revive him but to no avail.. He got worst and finally left us at 1510hours.. :(..

Thanks for all the happy time Bobby
May you R.I.P.
Bye Bobby..

We'll always remember you

Back in Town

2007-12-08T16:52:00.000+08:00

Hey ppl, i'm back.. Just touch down 2 hours ago..

It was hell of an experience.. the people i've met, the way we were host, the food that was provided, the places i've been to, the hotels that we've stayed, the cooling weather in etc.. i simply love visiting TAIWAN!!! Can't get enough of it, although it wasn't the first time there.. Everything is great except that the shopping time i had was too short. Not much of harvest this time round.. :(..

My girls when can we go for a crazy trip again???

Alright i need to catch some sleep haven't slept for the past 24hours or more..

Will upload the pictures in the next post. :)

See ya people.. lalalala

Before I Go

2007-12-02T13:57:00.000+08:00

Okay i have to keep this short i'm typing this in the gate hold room.. Leaving in half hour time.. Although i have been there before, still i'm feeling pretty excited about the trip.. hehe

Haven been here for the past few days.. life is pretty busy.. movies with the tempuras, dinner with my girls, meeting up with my sec sch girls & himbo to celebrate sammie's birthday, went shopping with my girls and all.. i need my sleep badly.. :( Will try to catch some on the flight later..

Bye SIN for now.. hope i'll feel better when i'm back in town..

Take Care Love :)

I ...

2007-11-28T00:27:00.000+08:00

i want to break-free
Yes, i do
i tried, i did
Yet the harder i do, the more painful it gets

i'll not give up cause one day i know i will achieve it

Yes i know i will cause i believe

Cheers

2007-11-25T13:40:00.000+08:00

Cheers.. My eye is starting to get better after one night long of tearing.. The swell has finally start to subside..

Anyway this post is for my sayang.. Congra for getting your honours.. hehe.. Although that means one more year apart, time fly so it will be in no time when she's back here.. It's also because of this that she will be back in Jan..

08 Jan 08 .. finally .. wonder if Clara will be back too.. that will be probably the last time the group in full.. ~Coz afterwhich Kitty Cat will be leaving for Perth too.. Sheesh .. :(..

Anyway gtg my eye is starting to hurt again.. ARGHZ..

Another Weekend

2007-11-24T19:31:00.000+08:00

Its been another boring weekend for me.. sheesh.. I'm always either super busy or super bored.. arghz.. Suppose to attend Sharon's 21st birthday.. But the stupid me injured my eyes yesterday.. it's still swollen & red.. it hurts staring at one thing for too long.. arghz

Went to visit papa, mama yesterday.. haven seen them for a long while.. The house without sayang & the rest seems so lifeless.. cant wait for everyone to be back in town..

Collected my lappie yesterday.. finally its alive again..

Cant blog any longer my eyes is hurting & tearing like mad..

that's all for now ppl..

take care

I'm Glad

2007-11-23T16:32:00.000+08:00

i'm glad that you enjoyed yourself babe.. :)

HAPPY 21st Birthday Ele!!!

Yes, the chards went to Pitstop on Wednesday to celebrate Ele 21st.. it was a small & warm gathering.. Miss the place, the games & most importantly MISS hanging out wz the chards ..

To Sayang who will be reading this, i bet U miss all these too.. So come back fast.. & we can do what we use to do.. just in case if you are thinking that the pic looks like those from Nur's blog.. yes they are.. coz i'm still waiting for the Bday girl to send me the pictures.. hehe..

Gosh more birthdays coming this month & next month too.. sheesh.. I think i'll have to survive on BREAD or GRASS till 2008.. *sob sob*

Slacking

2007-11-21T10:23:00.000+08:00

Now that the event is over.. i'm starting to slack at work again.. haha.. suppose to prepare for the next event but i'm alrdy starting to get into my holiday mood.. "_".. it is now 1027 & i'm already counting down to 1800.. My supervisor is on holiday.. so is the workplace.. like hell break lose.. haha..

The charded gang will be meeting tonight to celebrate Ele's 21st.. The gang haven been hanging out since Sayang left for Aussie.. Time fly, its been 4 months ++.. cant wait for tonight where the girls unite..

Hmmm i dont feel like working.. but i have to .. shall blog later..

@ Work

2007-11-20T16:37:00.000+08:00

Trying to update 2 blogs at the same time is kinda messy.. haha.. ~coz i kept getting things missed up.. Oh probably some of you might have heard that i'm blogging for work. Pretty fun and interesting.. looking @ all the pictures and entries really made me miss the event. To think that i initially "hated" the event due to some personal reasons.. haha.. now that its over i kinda miss the days where work just keep coming in till the extent we cant really breath.. Life is full of contradiction especially mine.. Here's some highlights of what happened @ work for the past few months..

Late nights then were common, to the extent we had our dinner at like almost 2100..

and the sacrifices that we made for the event ..

here's are the performers and emcees that we had for the finale programme ..

pity that i din managed to get pic of the afternoon performers.. That's about all i have for now.. Should you ppl be interested to read the "work" blog, feel free to drop by tprawks.blogspot.com

till then take care ppl.. :)

I'm still HERE !!!

2007-11-20T02:47:00.000+08:00

Finally exams are over.. but i'm not at all relaxed coz i know i din put in much effort in studying for the whole term.. i jus might have to take sub.. arghz..

Some things had happened during the time that i "MIA".. Buried myself in work and school to keep myself occupied & numb my brain.. Many have known that i was in love but things din last.. It ends as fast as it starts.. Thanks for all of you that have been there for me.. To be my crying shoulder and listening ear..

To most i might seems strong, but deep down inside i'm not.. I'm just not as strong as i seems.. i've never tried to put on a strong front, just don't want to be another worry for my friends.. Never thought pulling off a smile can be this hard.. Oh well its all over now.. i dont really wish to talk about it.. Hope you ppl can understand..

i have a "short-term" goal now is to be able to do what is in the lyrics "Over You" - Chris Daughtry .. Guess time will heal my wounded heart & soul..

-To HIM: I respect your decision.. take care-

I always believe a picture speaks more than a thousand words, this picture below reflect the state of my life now:

Tell you ppl more about the event in school in my next entry. Will try not to take too long..

M.I.A

2007-10-04T12:46:00.001+08:00

Hi all.. i have been "missing" for quite some time.. if U ppl are thinking i'm busy coz of my bf.. than u ppl r so wrong.. sch have take up most of my time.. jamming have tk up most of his.. too many things happening in my life that i need to tk a break fr all this before i breakdown into bits and pieces.. i'm drain mentally.. sorry to all my friends out there that i have not been catching up.. give me some time to get myself on the track..

hmmm

2007-09-11T00:17:00.001+08:00

Haven update my blog for pretty long time.. hehe.. i'm not getting lazy but busy and a little crazy.. Some words of enlightenment i've got from a friend helps make my vision clearer.. i'm feeling i'm coming alive again.. hehe..

Browsing Through

2007-08-30T11:34:00.000+08:00

I was blog hopping .. looking @ my girls' blogs and realise how much i miss them.. miss those days where we were jus a phone call away.. hangout together.. have our own pajamas party at sayang's place. sit in the kitchen in the middle of the night to have our supper and chat all night long.. When will be the next time we have this session.. everyone is every where else but home.. can u girls come bk fast.. so we can do all the crazy things we used to do.. :)

Falling Asleep

2007-08-28T10:30:00.000+08:00

Sheesh is only 1030 in the morning and i'm feeling sleepy.. arghz..
how am i going to stay awake for the rest of the day..
wat's worst is i've slept early last night lo.. :p ..

U make Me SMILE :)

2007-08-22T12:10:00.000+08:00

Thanks for entering my life.

You make the boring life of mine different.

Its now filled with colours of happiness, love & laughter.

*hugz*

i LOVE U, Dumb ...

Hi all

2007-08-07T10:51:00.001+08:00

Hi ppl .. sorry haven been updating.. will try to do so soon. Sch have jus started and is already giving me headache.. gosh.. will fill-in more details when time allow to.. As u guys have very much guess that i'm skiving again.. haha.. tk care ppl .. :)

Food food and more food

2007-07-24T20:44:00.000+08:00

Met up with kitty cat & sotong last night. Is the usual makan & gossip session. haha.. Had Dinner at Genki, but we couldnt seems to find anything to eat. The conveyor belt was pratically empty. :(. What we had wasnt enough to fill our stomach so we decide to head to the pasar balam across the road for more food. We walk from one end to the other deciding on what to have.. as usual only me and kitty cat needs food. haha. we had ramly burger, twn sausage, seaweed chicken, cup corn, otah. haha. while buying food we thinking if sayang was here we could order more talk more, crap more. ...

Anyway even though she isnt here, we still had our fair share. Well can the 3 of us be in the same place again. now is either me & kitty cat or sayang & kitty cat. by next year .. it would worst. *sadded*

well let's not talk about that ... stay happy is more impt. ..

Its time for TV since U ask me to catch it.. i shall find out what i'm suppose to know ..

ciaoz

I see Fishy.. haha

2007-07-22T21:02:00.000+08:00

its a boring sunday.. spent my day slpin watching national grographic.. and CHATTING with Sayang..saw her house.. a cosy place. i will be there soon dear to catch up with u and we can shop together again.. haha.. as for now i need save money for the trip. and my digi cam. mayb DS Lite have to wait a little longer.. haha.. i miss you.. tk care

Been Busy

2007-07-22T04:51:00.000+08:00

My apologies havent been updating recently.. where shall i start.. let's see the last time i updated was last friday.. hmmm okie i shall start from that day than.. :)

13 July : Met up wz uncle yong for dinner @ fish & co. we waited pretty long for our food. So i got a little bitchy and start asking for the status of the order. so glad that i did coz apparently one of the item we ordered was "out-of-stock". it took them like 20mins to tell us the "problem"
gosh . we had a quick dinner and rush over to shaw for =Die Hard 4.0= .. So much about Bruce Willis & Maggie Q.. personally i feel the show too exaggerating.. They mk Bruce look like an Iron Man that never die no matter what he has been through.. 3/5 show for me.. Well after the show we went down to Blu Jaz @ Haji Lane. Guess we were pretty late, only managed to catch 2 songs before the band started packing up. Than Darren joined us and its was a whole night of sheesha and crapping session. ended the night about 0400 ++..

14 July: The late night before mk me slp till about 1300++ b4 a phone call fr Eug's mum woke me up.. Luckily she did coz if nt i would have rush like mad. Auntie Kat came over to pass me the stuff for Eug and we waited for val to arrive before we left for nur's house to pass her the countless tissues for sayang in Perth.. haha. me and val headed down for the concert.. The opening was Huei Yuan and his snare drum solo, which i have to admit blow me off my feet.. 1st half of the concert was pretty dry coz its all about how to play drums.. but the 2nd half was great where they played a few pieces, where among them "Georgia" left the deepest impression.. hahaha .. anyway was dinner than off to Kenneth's place for a while before heading to Union Sq.. Left the place @ bout 0200++ and decide to head down to Bottoms Up. That was a "mistake".. i was gone that night.. for the first time is 21 yrs of my life... sheesh.. i dun remember how did i got to the car but i did.. haha.. anyway i shall name it the most embarrassing moment of my life... haha...

15 July: Woke up pretty late on Sunday.. Went out for dinner wz my parents than met up with Gab & the rest @ simpang bedok.. round up the night early as every one has to work the next day.

16 July: Very much a normal day @ work. Went over to gab's house for dinner. It was sort of a farewell party for Huei Yuan.. He's summer work cum holiday is almost over. Jus when we were done wz dinner. Sayang called gab. Her timing was so perfect we had a long chat wz her. We got a little bored and decide to make her cry. It was also because of that let us realise that val has such hidden talent. She was really the cut of acting.. haha.. we succeed after 20 mins of "acting".. the rest in the room has to control our laughter like gosh it was real hard.. haha.. anyway we felt bad after awhile called her back.. chatted.. we wrap up the night @ 0005..

18 July: Met up wz val, bunz, ele. we're suppose to go shopping than dinner. but i ended work late that day. so only manage to meet for dinner. we only managed to shop at one shop, where me and bunz gt a bag each.. haha.. decide to head home early that night coz it will be another long day the following day..

19 July: Met up wz the CX gang for dinner @ Tian Tian.. it was great seeing them.. every time i see them make me miss those times when i were there in the company. din expect that i'll miss the job so much. a place where i learnt and grow. although is a brainless job but bring lots of fun and knowledge to my life. haha.. we had a short KTV session after that. It all ended at bout 0000++. kinda early coz Jovi has test the next day..

20 July: Sayang's internet is finally up. Which means we can chat online.. haha.. although they only have 12 GB every month. gosh.. anyway we chatted when i came bk from lunch like 1400 till i finished work. haha.. slacker i know.. but i cant help it. there's so much to catch up. haha.. dun ask me why but there jus are things to keep each other updated about.. haha .. Met gab & chris for dinner. Kenneth join us ltr.. everything was goin smooth and fine. until we got to know that the rest was joining us. It use to be a fun time hangin out together. Now thw situation has seems to change. it feels awkward to be hanging out.. This is pretty saddening considering we are all very keen of keepin these friendships.. Maybe some dont feel the same anymore.. :l. Will things ever be back like before? Or things will jus keep changing and we have keep up to the change to be in tune with life ? okie i'm lost in my own words .. haha

21 July: Was suppose to meet val and hit town. But we both decide to slp in and meet up in the later part of the evening. I totally forgotten that i'm suppose to have dinner wz my parents. So the meeting time got push back even later. Had after dinner at Bishan, shop ard for awhile. got a pair of heels that i've always wanted. Dad pay for it though .. keke Thnx daddy haha .. Went down to AMK to meet val.. Than there was a change in plan. The change brought me to town to meet YOU. Finally we have time to catch movie together.. haha.. Thnx for making time Mr Busy.. We caught =Disturbia=, not too bad a show or maybe was the company that make the difference.. ooopz.. haha.. The show is a little draggy in the front, more of romance than the action itself. The climax was too short for my liking, the man died too easily.. haha.. Thnx for making the difference to the dry Saturday night of mine. :) ..

Alright.. That's all for now.. till than tk care pals

D-Day

2007-07-13T11:37:00.000+08:00

Its D-Day.. :( .. friday the 13 .. what a day to see your results.. Well i did pass all my subjects but i'm still disappointed with my grades.. the feeling of so near yet so far SUCK to the MAX.. Well let's not go into details bout that..

Sayang called "early" this morning (or u can say is late last night).. Chatted wz her & Natz for almost an hour.. haha.. Seriously envy them when i see their results.. haha.. But still i love and miss them lots. I came to realise no matter where they are, they still able to aid in Singapore's economy.. That seriously amaze me and bunz.. haha.. We had the usual girls' talk.. and the topic very much revolves ard them becoming stupid after they went over.. haha.. Guess what we accredited all these to the AURA of Ah Chard.. haha..

Sometimes i really pity Ah chard.. she dont have to speak or be anywhere physically to be laugh at or disturb by us.. haha.. The coverage and reach of ah chard's aura has hit 100%.. That what all marketers yearn for. That shows ah chard has picked the right course to pursue. haha.
Alright i shall end here, i bet Ah chard is going to kill me tom.. haha

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I'm told by MS EILEEN CHAN to inform all concern that her INTERNET would only be ready next FRIDAY 20 July 2007
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Voice from Downunder

2007-07-11T14:05:00.000+08:00

Finally get to hear her voice yest morning. I was pretty surprise to hear from her at 0900 in the morning. Coz back than when she was in SIN, she could never get up this early. She complained that the weather is freezing her ass. haha. And the stuff there are too expensive. So i recieved a to do list to be send over. I thought i can step down from being her PA for the next 7 months. But i thought wrong..

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TO EVERYONE:

Leen aka Dory aka Fishy aka Ah Chan aka Eileen aka Wild Boar etc. ...
says she MISSES ALL of YOU..

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P/S:Sayang i cant wait for your internet to be up.. We can than Skype or MSN everyday.. haha.. till than take care..

Movie of the Year

2007-07-09T21:55:00.001+08:00

Watch Transformers last friday with sayang, eug, val & gabby. It was great fabulous.. i wish to own bumble bee too.. gosh.. U will feel safe with bumble bee ard you.. haha.. communicate with your car sounds interestingly interesting.. keke..

To those who have yet to catch it.. this is a show that no one should miss. Cheers

For Ah Chard

2007-07-09T00:30:00.000+08:00

Ah chard never fail to make us laugh. Every little thing she does makes us laugh our heart out. She did it again this morning.. haha

Let's start from the first thing this morning. She din realise that body scrub can be use on its own.. haha .. mk my jaw drop the first thing in the morning..

We than had breakfast before sending sayang to the apt.. ah chard once again make us laugh.. when the eggs was served, her jaw drop coz she say she never seen eggs serve in this way before.. haha

Than at the apt, gabby, fu & beng kept disturbing her.. haha .. poor thing.. Shant go into details coz i think she will scream at me if i do.. haha

Maybe she jus got the .. pls bully me look.. keke..

Sometimes i really wonder which island she come from..

But is also her, that i'm able to laugh and forget all the unhappy things

Thanks ah chard.. kekeke..

Cheers to more joy & laughter ...

The Day U Went Away

2007-07-08T22:33:00.000+08:00

It finally come to the time that you have to leave.. it feels weird not to have you ard us making noises that we are so familiar with..

We've spent countless time together for the past 2 weeks.. though that make us both become ultimate pandas, i'm still glad we did..

I'm already missin you ... pls take good care of yourself .. we'll see ya soon ..

Most probably is December.. that's wat it seems to be for now..

Hear from you soon sayang. *hugz*..

Say hi to the rest & sister.. tell her that i miss her too.. keke

You are supposingly the star today.. but it seems like ah chard has steal your lime light.. keke

Next post shall be dedicated to ah chard..

Weather

2007-07-03T13:40:00.000+08:00

Gosh Singapore weather is so unpredictable.. it was shining bright an hour ago .. Now the clouds seems to have dominate the sky.. Even so it doesnt help me feel any cooler.. Jus came bk from lunch and the weather is killing me.. Shall get bk to work.. Yea finally the grp is complete this evening.. EPS here we come.. keke

Counting Down

2007-07-02T22:18:00.000+08:00

Been spending most of my time with my beloved sayang.. cant believed that she's leaving this weekend.. i know that i so gonna miss her.. Even typing this post makes me feel like crying.

It is amazing how we met, know and got so attached to each other in jus 2 years. We've been through pretty much together. The UPS and DOWNS, the happy and sad times.. The late nights we spent in her kitchen, living room and every where in the house to talk about our lives, our plans and the list goes on ... No matter how late it is i know she is just a phone call away.. I wouldnt be able to do that till she returns. I'll miss those last minute piggy out in her kitchen, clubbing, drinkin, loitering, shopping, supper, ktv, doin project over at her place, mahjong, emo-ing by the beach and travelling.... and it goes on ..

My dear do take goodie care of yourself ya.. Dont be forget where you put your things. Stop banging into things. Chew ur food well before swallowing them. Maybe i dont have to worry so much since daddy will be there.. Oh and stop family violence!!!

*hugz*

Hmmm ...

2007-06-27T23:58:00.000+08:00

Is there something that i should know? Why do i feel the wall getting thicker by the seconds. if u ask have i ever regret doing this. My answer is NO. There are just things that i dont how to explain. If saying sorry help, i will.

Just some thoughts

2007-06-27T00:17:00.000+08:00

i wonder what's with the kids nowadays. I was at a secondary sch for some exhibition yest morning and a sec 4 kid told my colleague i have a sexy voice. haha.. When my colleague told me this i was laughin my head off.. It also sets me thinking, gosh kids nowadays behaves very differently as compared to my time.. What cause the change time, society, culture ?? or maybe its a combination of everything..

Well i guess ppl of different generation behaves differently. But there's something i cant really condone, which is PDA [public display affection]. Sometimes i really have to urge to go up to them and ask them to get a room or something. What's worse is to see them "PDA-ing" in school uniform. Anyway maybe all these might just become a norm one day. haha.. But still it is pretty unsightly to see the "visual image" in the public. Dont they spare a thought of others ..

Its getting late, guess i shd stop "chanting" & get some slp. If nt i'll need a redbull again tom .. Goodnight world. :)

Thanks

2007-06-27T00:16:00.000+08:00

Thanks for the closure ...

:) ...

Sleep Needed

2007-06-26T11:58:00.000+08:00

i'm dozing off here at work.. slept barely for 2 hours last night.. maybe i should go look for my "best friend " redbull.. It always gives me what i need to last for the whole day..

Work...

2007-06-25T00:50:00.000+08:00

It has been a pretty smooth week at work.. Still trying to get use to waking up early in the morning.. Guess that's really the killer to me.. haha.. hope i can settle in asap, get into the situation to get things going at work..

My eyes are getting heavy .. shall turn in.. will update soon about the super pack weekend that i just had.. its fun, silly... so gonna miss it ...

1st Day at Work

2007-06-19T23:39:00.000+08:00

Today is one of the most embrassing moments of my life.. gosh.. while transfering bus for work the left side of my shoes actually broke.. i couldnt do walk with it at all.. i board the bus with one shoe in hand.. and tied it wz rubber to secure it.. to my surprise no one actually notice it..

For that i thot its a sign that work aint going to be easy.. well maybe i thot wrong.. Colleagues are pretty easy going ppl.. mayb time will time.. work is very much like what it is like in school jus that this time is for real.. though first day at work i aint totally lost as is very much what i've learnt in school.. Work has been fine today.. hope it will be better as the time passes..

Its too early for me to say if i like the job.. give me a month it shd be enough for me to know whether this is the line for me.. =).. gotta turn in.. good nite world..

Morning

2007-06-19T07:05:00.001+08:00

Good morning world.. i'm wondering what is it like at work.. will i be able to cope with it.. *cross-finger* and hope that things will turn out fine.. =).. bye .. i'll be leaving for work in bout half hour time.. gotta rpt early @ HR side first before heading to work..

Back From Hell

2007-06-18T23:18:00.001+08:00

New skin.. This skin caught my eyes at first sight. The colour and butterfly, like what fish always say it so U.. ya its so me.. was thinking its time for something new, the previous skin very much describes me, but was too childish i feel. anyway i hope u guys like it too..

Well this is the second time i'm writing this post, as the previous one dont seems to be working. i still wondering why.. I fought wz it for 3 days and nights & decided that writing a new one will tk me much lesser time.. haha

I've been busy for the past month. Since i left CX till very last friday, school has taken up most of my time. There's lots of things that happen in this one month. Some of these incidents hit me pretty badly. But no worries pals, i'm more or less back on my foot.

Memories cant just be erase, i'll learn to live with it. History is the best lesson learnt, i've learnt mine well. ... ...

Let's see some highlights of my life when i was missing ...

7 may to 1 june: my time was dedicated to meeting deadlines one after another

Clubbin wz the chard gang on 1 june right after killer MR submission.. haven been clubbing for months now, feeling pretty out of place when we were there. but we had fun, probably not enough drinking but still fun.. haha
@ 0400hrs

Val was mk to stand there for obvious reason..keke..

while taking a breather ...

Eug came fetch us & went bk to fish house. Had Mac & we all fell aslp soon after.. On the 2nd me and fish met up wz kitty cat for pitstopping session, MH for song's bday, Bottom Up to say HI and ended after night watching

kitty cat fell aslp watching it .. keke

on 6 june, me, val, leen & eug went Sentosa. Woke up pretty early ( for me & leen 0900 hrs is freakingly early) headed down to Vivo to get ham from Giant pick Val up from there and we headed to Palawan beach

"BBQ-ing" session.. haha

Gabby join us for dinner in the evening

Last stop for the day was a Ben & Jerry..

Sayang aka Leen aka Fish aka Dory aka Boar etc. ... thanks for catching me everytime i fall. Really glad to have you entering my life, cause i know i'll never be alone no matter what happen.. *hugz*

To the others thanks for being there too, listening to my whining and bullshits.. Esp to my charded grp mates.. =)

11- 15 june was a week long of exams.. it was hell.. i have to say i have NO confident for any of my papers. god bless my results. bet it will be disappointment. But well is over, no pt crying over spilled milk..

15 june was my last paper, it totally sucks, the only analysis that i know nuts about came out. wat the hell. Anyway it over.. Thanks val & leen for their precious time to hang out with me. Coz they still had papers this week. Me, leen & eug met brother Macky for dinner. God knows when was the last time we met up man.. went Botak Jones for dinner, updated each other about the happenings. Than headed bk to town for

with leen, eug & val... We reach Cine about 1 hr prior to the show.. So decided to tk some neo-prints.. haha.. yea i know its sounds "kidish" haha.. here is the result

call us laggards, but we were truely surprise when we know that we can know infrate the pictures to our mobile for free. The picture above was the chosen one.. pretty cool isnt it. out of the many shots taken this is the best shot.. haha.. Eug refuse to tk wz us, but his leg seems to want a share in the picture too.. haha. Last stop for the day was to Oosh to chill. headed for a car wash before heading back home.

16 june was a family gathering at my grandparents' place. 17 june was Fathers' Day wz my family @ East Coast Park.. haha.. we had so much food till we couldnt move..

gosh what a long entry, well that's all for now. i need to turn in, tom is first day of work.. hope things turn out well at work. +) .. tk care friends..

Havent Been Updating

2007-06-18T22:27:00.001+08:00

Fish say i update less than her, even though i have alrdy finish my exams. Not that i want to, i wrote a post before this and it doesnt seems to be able to be posted for view.. still working on it.. As for now i hope this will let let all of you know that, this blog and the writer are both still alive. keke..

Oh a little note to add, i'm starting my new job tom.. gosh.. how am i going to wake up every morning for work. For those who knows me, know i'm a nocturnal animal. God bless me..

that's all for now, i'll do up the post asap. tk care friends =)

An End

2007-06-04T17:04:00.000+08:00

I'm not as strong as i seems to be

When the news "walk" into my ears, i can feel my heart sinking to the bottomless pit
Yet i have to pull myself together, pretending i'm perfectly fine

Ur smile still memerise me, but i know you cant be mine
My tears well up a hundred times, and i fought to hold it back every time

So long as you are happy that will be mine

There's still some answers i'm looking for, only the truth will interest me even if it hurts that's what i'm prepared for

Changes has taken place, hope these changes would not affect our friendship

Thanks for the memories that you've given me, believe it or not its still vividly sticking with me

*hugz*

Week of Madness...

2007-06-04T16:20:00.000+08:00

Finally all the submissions are over.. It was about 2 weeks of madness doing MR.. Almost the whole group camp at sayang's place for like 8D7N sounds like a holiday tour. We ate non-stop for the 8 days we were there claiming that's the only source of energy. And all of us had evolved into vampires, coz we cant seems to work in the day, esp. me i am only active when i dont see sunlight. I'm so glad that sayang's house curtain block them all off.. haha..

In these 8 days we shared laughter, joy, tension, satisfaction, fun, frustration. Cracked our brains analysing the data, stating the implications of each, recommending changes to attain our objectives. This will be time that we will always remember, coz this is probably the last time we will be doing it as a group.

After submission last fri, we headed down to Phuture to unwind. Havent been clubbing for ages, feels pretty out of place when we're there. haha. Me & sayang met up wz kitty cat on sat for some pitstopping session, then to MH to celebrate song's bday, then to Bottoms Up to say Hi, off for Shrek 3 at 0200. And the gang met on sunday for dinner @ katong, we all left to do our stuff than meet up wz gab again at bout 0000+ for a night long of mj session.

It's a happening week i would say. But i'm not exactly happy. ...

Wish

2007-05-28T21:02:00.000+08:00

Really wish that i could tell you in person

Really wish to hear from you in person

Positive or Negative it may be

I wish that i could be heard

I tired of burying myself in tonnes of work, fighting to not think of it...

Drained

How I feel ...

2007-05-23T04:19:00.000+08:00

I thought sound travel faster in solid than air
maybe i thought wrong

She ask me how i feel
i wouldnt lie and say that i'm not sad
maybe is really time for a closure

Yet i do have doubt, as i question myself
if this is what i'm really looking for ???

Nobody can answer neither can I

No matter what happens, so long as U are happy
so i will be, even if it means letting go

All the best to U...

i'll always be there for U, i hope U remember this will always be true

ps: this is the first & probably the last time i'm writing for U... will U read it ??? :l

Eye of the Storm

2007-05-22T14:52:00.000+08:00

I'm caught in the eye of a storm now..
Still managed to blog very much surprise me
It will soon be over..
By next friday things should very much be back in order
Cant wait for that day to arrive..

"Timeless"

2007-05-18T06:38:00.000+08:00

dear all ...

sorry for not updating

i'm still struggling to stay alive
will update once the storm is over

till than tk care my friends...

Leeching Session

2007-05-04T23:44:00.000+08:00

Met up with the gang for our once a month small gathering on the tues (01 may) . It was a full day of leeching session everyone is trying to leech on each other. The ultimate leech was our dear fishy dory chan.. haha .. It is always lovely to catch with the gang, it feels like back to poly days again. Really miss those days .. oh well we all gotta learn to grow.. Well the day didnt end at lunch, we went for hightea, and it went on till late drinking and mahjong session.. keke.. In between, everyone left to do their own things and i was left to roaming around town. so sad .. haha .. but i'm use to it.. keke. The meeting also remind me that i've yet to update photos from the gathering last month. Here come the pictures .. Njoy!!!

Mini gathering 6th April:

Pitstopping

Us after the game

After a healthy game is time for some unhealthy hobbies of ours

Can U tell ?

KTV ???

Another hint

Guess its self-explainatory

Leeching Session 1st May :

Hightea for U

!Gabby & his brownie.. haha

Must try !!!

@ V Tea Room

When night falls

A Different Monday

2007-05-01T04:25:00.000+08:00

Monday is usually blue for most

For me as well

With U & ur "magic" makes my Monday different

Din know i miss U so much till i see U

Dont make me wait another 2months till the next meeting

For the wait, kills

PS: I know U dun read my blog, yet i still wish U will chance upon my entries for U. ...

The Month of April

2007-04-30T23:37:00.000+08:00

1st April : April Fool ... kekeke

6th April: Hanging out with the gang ... it was a small and cosy gathering.. =)

7th April: Went to work half dead from the drinking the night before

10th April: Gathering with the family @ Banana Leaf Apollo

11th April: PT's bday celebration @ Partyworld

16th April: Kitty Cat's bday celebration @ Hong Kong Cafe

25th April: Mahjong session wz Ah Chua & gang haven done that for months

26th April: BBQ @ Costa Sands with the family

29th April: "Final gathering" @ the Roxy Grand Mercure Hotel

Nothing to be really happy about this month. Due to the parting of the family. And also the stress from school is killing me softly. The rest of the time that i have no events on i'm busy with research, journals and submissions.. I know i'm gonna benefit from it at the end of the day yet at times i still wonder why am i bringing such torment to myself. Contradicting isnt it???

Why Does All Good Things Come To An End [Part 2]

2007-04-30T22:57:00.000+08:00

Here's some picture from the first 2 gatherings of the news break ...

10 April @ Banana Leaf Apollo :

After Conquering the Fish heads

My Khakis

Me & some of the camwhores

26 April @ BBQ Costa Sands Chalet:

While waiting for transport at the Airport

Part of the family

Me, Tpians, Nizam & Azlili

Till here i believe most of you can tell that the family love food .. haha.. More pictures of the family up and coming ... Stay tune if it interest you .. =)

Why Does All Good Things Come To An End [Part 1]

2007-04-30T04:12:00.000+08:00

Days with the big family is counting. With the date nearing, some got restless, some got more emotional, some just cant be bother bout it. Several gatherings had been held this month for this big family. As many of us believe no matter where we head to in the near future, we wouldnt be able to find such a big, happy, happening, fun-loving family again.

Have been constantly thinking about the days that i've been through with the family. The demanding passengers that refuse to de-board. The typhoon that disrupted the schedules, where the family gotta be up 24 hours to make sure that our passengers are well taken care of. Is incidents like this that bond all of us together. Is also this that makes us all tear, as that when you know who are truly bonded as a team, a family.

Yesterday, the family had our final gathering [maybe .. maybe not] @ Grand Roxy Mercure Hotel. We had fun as usual, but there's something different. This is the 2nd time i feel that i'm overwhelmed by emotions. Both times in the very same ballroom, 1st time was Eric Lee's retirement, 2nd and the last is the parting of the big family. Our beloved interns performed a short musical call the "CX605 to the Future", which touched everyone heart. Especially when they use "words" that was so closed to heart. What make me and most of us teared was the song they sang at the end "Remember Me This Way". It was a "killer" for most, i tired holding back my tears, but i cant, it just got its way.

The session ends close to midnight, we were all hugging, crying, camwhoring and wishing each & all the best of luck. This is definately a moment that i'll remember for life. I'm proud and glad to be part of this big family. I will and always miss you people.

PS: It was sad that Linda and Gege (Sharmaine) couldnt join us.. i Miss U girls. *hugz* .. "Evidence" of the gatherings will be shared in part 2.. stay tune ..

Distance

2007-04-28T02:27:00.000+08:00

So near

Yet so far

When will i see U again ?

Bad To Worst ...

2007-04-25T03:01:00.000+08:00

fever, flu, headache ...

what's next???

why???

what's worst is that i cant slp...

been trying since 0000hrs ... =(

Leaking

2007-04-24T04:37:00.000+08:00

My nose is like a leaking tap help...

How is wish there's someone i can "sha jiao" to right now...

Hate to be sick... =(...

The Cause Of ...

2007-04-23T15:55:00.000+08:00

Last night dinner wz Ah chua & Gege
the evil cause of my current state...

Sore thoart... Running nose...
dun like this feeling... =(

I missed K-ing session wz Jovi & gang bcoz of this
*arghz*

HKG .. ICN .. ??? & Guess Who i Bang Into ...

2007-04-23T02:48:00.000+08:00

Its so tempting i really feel like goin to HKG/ICN or both wz them.. But there's alot to consider. not only time, i need to plan my skl work and also $$.. how ?? ... haiz

Saw Sammie @ the apt today.. so good to see you.. we shd catch up soon babe.. miss hangin out wz U girls .. best of luck your exams this is to all includin Mic, Wong, Zhen, Cindy, PeiYing & Selina .. i hope i din miss out anyone .. keke

I bet ur parents din recognised me .. keke .. that shows hw long i haven shown up at ur place. haha .. one day i shd .. keke .. till than tk care babe .. =)

PS: juz in case anyone is wonderin WHY have i been chgin colour & font for my text.. coz FISH say i need more colours in my life.. i guess blog is part of "the complicated PIG's life" too.. keke.. lala

PT's & Kitty Cat's Bdays

2007-04-21T04:45:00.000+08:00

Almost forgotten about PT's bday celebration at Partyworld on 11th.

7 girls & a panda

Me, leen & sotong also kidnapped kitty cat on 16th to celebrate her bday at HongKong Cafe. No evidence to speak the words as the bday girl refused to take pictures due to privacy issues. haha crap. Jus that we didnt manage to catch any nice pictures that night. haha.. stay tune

Still Kicking

2007-04-21T03:40:00.000+08:00

Jus in case if anyone is wondering. I'm still alive and kicking.. Was busy with assignments for the past 2 weeks. no time to breathe. Glad that another 2 assignments are down. But with May nearing it means deadlines are inching closer and closer to me.. Oh no, nightmares of journals is here to haunt me again. haiz

When can i go on a holiday? There is so many places i want to go TPE, HKT, BKK, HKG, NRT, FUK,ICN,PVG,BNS,MEL,MYS. ... any place jus give me a break after all the nightmare.

Am 'i' the subject? ... ...

Unspoken Words

2007-04-09T01:24:00.000+08:00

Remember what U ask me ...
Are U feeling the same way too ...

Will time tell me the truth
Or is truth already speaking for itself?

Proj Meeting

2007-04-08T01:12:00.000+08:00

Had MR proj meetings @ Mosie Cafe jus nw.. Wifi connection keep coming on & off .. arghz .. irritating ..

5 of us, 5 lappies ...

that's a bit too much...

Its Done

2007-04-05T21:54:00.000+08:00

New skin.. finally i still like the OLD one (of coz its butterfly if u ever realise).. but this NEW one express my feelings (for U).. haha .. anyway it took me hell of a time to put it up coz there's some prob wz the script..

1st i cant see my entries.. after i fix the prob, d next arise.. my profile is over lapping my entries.. that was fixed too after much editing.. than my profile appear below my entries, which mk the layout of d pg looks FUNNY.. so i edited it again to what it is now.. lalala... SATISFIED

Do U know what i'm trying to say?

Tagged by Leen

2007-04-05T02:58:00.000+08:00

This is what you are supposed to cut and paste if you decide to participate in the tagging game.. People who get tagged need to write in a blog of their own 6 weird things about themselves as well as state the rules clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. After you do that, leave them each a comment letting them know you tagged them and to read your blog."i'm bored. so here you goes:

Weird Thing #1:
I have a pighead and a human body. How does that sounds? haha

Weird Thing #2:
I become super active after 12 midnight..

Weird Thing #3:
Both my small fingers are slanted.. weird up to u to define

Weird Thing #4:
I like to give names and talk to my own soft toys..
yes, that's y me and leen r best frens (we talk to each other soft toys, haha) ..

Weird Thing #5:
I cant differ direction left & right when u tell me in chinese

Weird Thing #6:
Like to K. But i cant read the words.. haha

tagged MIC, SAM, JOVI, BUNZ, YiZhen & PeiYing ...

Last day of March

2007-03-31T23:23:00.000+08:00

Its the last day of the month again, isnt it fast ? The 1st quarter of 2007 just fly pass us like nobody biz.

4th march: Kenneth's performance, most din expect in was a band concert .. haha.. ; Beng's bday celebration @ OUTBACK

7th march: Beloved sister 19th Bday celebration

8th march: Wasnt able to meet up wz U.. so sad .. =(

9th march: Clubbing wz the girls

10th march: Kenneth's surprise bday party @ Bottoms Up

14th march: Released RESULTS... haiz.. sad

20th march: Huat's 21st bday @ arenda.. whole night of crapping session.. haha

22nd march: Another day to "grief" ... haiz ...

24th march: finally meet up wz Kitty Cat ... haven meet up wz U for like a month.. a =) & =( day

Weekends of the month have been stucked in school for intensive lectures.. boring...

To rate this month, i can also say FAIR.. Lots of DOWNs, but nothing that really make me thrill over.. =l ..

See ya next month ..

Out

2007-03-27T05:27:00.000+08:00

Went out wz kitty cat yest.. suppose to meet @ 1200. but plans change as she gotta head dw to her future in-laws place to collect some stuff for her beloved monkey miles away. haha.

she din call me & i pig as usual till 1500. By the time we meet up was like 1700, get our things done and hit town by 1900+. Rush my ipod to the "hospital", only to find out that it fine all this while. haiz. Plan was disrupted as by the time we are done wz the "consultation", shoppin centres are closing so is the sistic outlet. =(. sorry.

Headed dw to ceni to wait for the fish, than was 4 hours long of K-ing session.. As usual i'm the "man" when there's no man ard.. haha.. No supper this time, guess we r all too lazy to think of the place. The lazy us as usual slack in the car @ my house carpark for at least 45mins talking bout FMAG b4 i get my butt out of there.

By the time i settle down it was about 1000 this morning, and proj meeting is @ 1600.. haha.. Nur had a hard time waking me up.. I was late for the meeting..

Headed to class after the meeting. Love attending PR class, cause there is no boundary to this subject. But this will also means that alot of effort have to be put into it to make things work.

Fishy sent me home after class, and we were talkin bout her "Fortune Telling 250 class" haha... interesting how every little things affects a person life. It suddenly make me feel that my domain nm really suits me alot.. haha.. COMPLICATED is really the word for my life.. As to how beautiful complications can be is for me to know and for you to find out.. haha.. But trust me its not as easy as you think it is ..

A Lighter Note

2007-03-26T00:14:00.000+08:00

FMAG is finally up. After months of planning, preparing and stuff. Leen put in the most effort for this. Thnx dear.. I'm so satisfied and excited when its all done. I'm now haunt by clicking sound of the mouse. arhz .. haha .. Hope its going to be a shot.

Do visit us @ http://fmag.livejournal.com

Something random to add; i like this picture a lot, coz it only shows half of PT face.. haha

Sayang, Me & our beloved PT

Wat Happened ?

2007-03-25T23:50:00.000+08:00

i cant on it at all

HELP .. ..

looks like i've gotta go down town tom to get it fix

arghz.. sad .. angry ..

mixed feelings

haiz

Cant Sleep

2007-03-23T02:15:00.000+08:00

Cant seems to enter lalaland. Maybe i need a visa or something to get there. LAME i know. keke.

Had "runaway" from home for 2 days. As me & sayang want to get FMAG started, asap before school work starts to take over our lives. Leading a life of a pig for the 2 days that i was at her place. We only operate in 4 modes; eat, sleep, watch TV & busy wz FMAG. Luckily it was just only 2 days, any longer i'll become a big fat pig (but aint i already one). haiz.

Chance upon her blog & read a entry that makes me puzzled again. Confused & complicated i indeed am. haiz. Is it U that she's talking about? Or is he someone else? Or i interpreted her words wrongly?Why am i always in this kind of shit? This is making me nuts. I dont know how long more can i hang on. drained. =l ... ... ...

Finally It Come To Light

2007-03-22T23:55:00.000+08:00

Rumours and words about it has spread far & wide. The truth has finally come into light. Though it is going to affect me, i have no much feeling & comment about what happen. The only reason that make me feel for this event is bcoz of the ppl i've met & been with for almost 2 years now. Heard lots of them had tear upon hearing it, making the whole place looking like a funeral wake. haiz.

Is time i start anew. I've got to move out of my comfort zone, for this is the only way i'll grow. I believe i can do it. My only worries & concern will be my studies. =(

I will miss you ppl, miss the times and laughter that we have shared together. Someday, somewhere, we will meet. Till than take care ppl.. *hugz*

Pondering

2007-03-20T00:40:00.000+08:00

What is that suppose to mean ?

U once again left me pondering ...

To be truthful,

At times Ur words are so beautiful

That fly me to the moon

Yet i dont know whether to buy what U've said

Coz,

The higher i fly, the harder the impact of the fall will be

In simple words,

I'm scared

But i want to give it a try

As i hate to live my life with regret

Its Smooth No More

2007-03-19T23:08:00.000+08:00

Why all these have to happen at the same time
School just started & i've got such news from you people
I hate this ambiguity, i feel as though i losin control
What's next for me?
I fought so hard to get here, wouldnt let this effort jus go dw the drain
But what can i do to prevent myself from falling
Enlightenment is what i need now

--- I dont want to stop what i'm doing, but do i have a choice?---

Dooms Day

2007-03-15T00:42:00.000+08:00

Result for last sem is out

Passed is all i got

Considering that i only took one module its rather disappointing

Than again i didnt study for my paper, i should be contented

Summer semester sucks to the core

I failed my proj for the first time in my life, arghz, but i think i deserve jus that

Abit Of Fun

2007-03-14T00:44:00.000+08:00

Went to catch this movie on monday wz my crazy uni mates and beng beng. haha. Being the thorns among the roses, haha, he naturally got bullied by the rest. It nothing surprising if they had already know each other, but it was the first time they met each other. haha. have to use pt term, "jus lai lo".. keke.. Guess that's why our poor lost child was victimised throughout the show.

Today is a start of the new semester. Pr media is the first class today. i've gt like 4assignments to hand in. this will also means that i've gotta stop all my partyin, drinkin, shoppin, slackin for the next 3mths plus. *sadded*.. haiz..

How 'Bout More Pic ?

2007-03-11T16:14:00.000+08:00

Clara's farewell party @ Zenna's Kopitam...

Main characters for gathering

While waiting for the rest

Since it was during the CNY season, we had "lo hei" as the first dish ...

Before

After

The gang

@ Airport sending Clara off

The girls

Have i ever mention that we love good food

Dinner @ Modesto's

If u think that's all, U might be wrong... Stay tune for more ... =)

It Feels Like Falling Of The Cliff ...

2007-03-08T22:58:00.000+08:00

I was so happy for a moment

But my mood just drop to the pit when its off

Ur "actions" have such big impact on me

Amazed, i've to say (Ppl who know me know why)

I'm ~~not~~ missing you !!!

Makan...

2007-03-06T15:25:00.000+08:00

I'm running out of idea what to eat nowadays. Its been so since the airport canteen (T1) closed for renovation last November. Meals have been boring, fastfood, cup noodles,snacks & once in awhile we have home cooked food from our lovely "mummies" in the office. It's boring me. And what makes worst is i'm gaining pounds wz this diet (exaggerating, but ya). haiz.

As for today i have a sudden urge to cook, haha. Haven't had the urge to do so since we parted, like 2 years ago. haha. Hell of a long time. Since it was only for myself, i've decide to make it simple.

And here's the result ...

Top Elevation

Side Elevation