Is there something that i should know? Why do i feel the wall getting thicker by the seconds. if u ask have i ever regret doing this. My answer is NO. There are just things that i dont how to explain. If saying sorry help, i will.

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i wonder what's with the kids nowadays. I was at a secondary sch for some exhibition yest morning and a sec 4 kid told my colleague i have a sexy voice. haha.. When my colleague told me this i was laughin my head off.. It also sets me thinking, gosh kids nowadays behaves very differently as compared to my time.. What cause the change time, society, culture ?? or maybe its a combination of everything..

Well i guess ppl of different generation behaves differently. But there's something i cant really condone, which is PDA [public display affection]. Sometimes i really have to urge to go up to them and ask them to get a room or something. What's worse is to see them "PDA-ing" in school uniform. Anyway maybe all these might just become a norm one day. haha.. But still it is pretty unsightly to see the "visual image" in the public. Dont they spare a thought of others ..

Its getting late, guess i shd stop "chanting" & get some slp. If nt i'll need a redbull again tom .. Goodnight world. :)

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Labels: A New Beginning

i'm dozing off here at work.. slept barely for 2 hours last night.. maybe i should go look for my "best friend " redbull.. It always gives me what i need to last for the whole day..

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It has been a pretty smooth week at work.. Still trying to get use to waking up early in the morning.. Guess that's really the killer to me.. haha.. hope i can settle in asap, get into the situation to get things going at work..

My eyes are getting heavy .. shall turn in.. will update soon about the super pack weekend that i just had.. its fun, silly... so gonna miss it ...

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Today is one of the most embrassing moments of my life.. gosh.. while transfering bus for work the left side of my shoes actually broke.. i couldnt do walk with it at all.. i board the bus with one shoe in hand.. and tied it wz rubber to secure it.. to my surprise no one actually notice it..

For that i thot its a sign that work aint going to be easy.. well maybe i thot wrong.. Colleagues are pretty easy going ppl.. mayb time will time.. work is very much like what it is like in school jus that this time is for real.. though first day at work i aint totally lost as is very much what i've learnt in school.. Work has been fine today.. hope it will be better as the time passes..

Its too early for me to say if i like the job.. give me a month it shd be enough for me to know whether this is the line for me.. =).. gotta turn in.. good nite world..

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Good morning world.. i'm wondering what is it like at work.. will i be able to cope with it.. *cross-finger* and hope that things will turn out fine.. =).. bye .. i'll be leaving for work in bout half hour time.. gotta rpt early @ HR side first before heading to work..

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New skin.. This skin caught my eyes at first sight. The colour and butterfly, like what fish always say it so U.. ya its so me.. was thinking its time for something new, the previous skin very much describes me, but was too childish i feel. anyway i hope u guys like it too..

Well this is the second time i'm writing this post, as the previous one dont seems to be working. i still wondering why.. I fought wz it for 3 days and nights & decided that writing a new one will tk me much lesser time.. haha

I've been busy for the past month. Since i left CX till very last friday, school has taken up most of my time. There's lots of things that happen in this one month. Some of these incidents hit me pretty badly. But no worries pals, i'm more or less back on my foot.

Memories cant just be erase, i'll learn to live with it. History is the best lesson learnt, i've learnt mine well. ... ...

Let's see some highlights of my life when i was missing ...

7 may to 1 june: my time was dedicated to meeting deadlines one after another

Clubbin wz the chard gang on 1 june right after killer MR submission.. haven been clubbing for months now, feeling pretty out of place when we were there. but we had fun, probably not enough drinking but still fun.. haha
@ 0400hrs

Val was mk to stand there for obvious reason..keke..

while taking a breather ...


Eug came fetch us & went bk to fish house. Had Mac & we all fell aslp soon after.. On the 2nd me and fish met up wz kitty cat for pitstopping session, MH for song's bday, Bottom Up to say HI and ended after night watching

kitty cat fell aslp watching it .. keke

on 6 june, me, val, leen & eug went Sentosa. Woke up pretty early ( for me & leen 0900 hrs is freakingly early) headed down to Vivo to get ham from Giant pick Val up from there and we headed to Palawan beach

"BBQ-ing" session.. haha

Gabby join us for dinner in the evening

Last stop for the day was a Ben & Jerry..

Sayang aka Leen aka Fish aka Dory aka Boar etc. ... thanks for catching me everytime i fall. Really glad to have you entering my life, cause i know i'll never be alone no matter what happen.. *hugz*

To the others thanks for being there too, listening to my whining and bullshits.. Esp to my charded grp mates.. =)

11- 15 june was a week long of exams.. it was hell.. i have to say i have NO confident for any of my papers. god bless my results. bet it will be disappointment. But well is over, no pt crying over spilled milk..

15 june was my last paper, it totally sucks, the only analysis that i know nuts about came out. wat the hell. Anyway it over.. Thanks val & leen for their precious time to hang out with me. Coz they still had papers this week. Me, leen & eug met brother Macky for dinner. God knows when was the last time we met up man.. went Botak Jones for dinner, updated each other about the happenings. Than headed bk to town for

with leen, eug & val... We reach Cine about 1 hr prior to the show.. So decided to tk some neo-prints.. haha.. yea i know its sounds "kidish" haha.. here is the result

call us laggards, but we were truely surprise when we know that we can know infrate the pictures to our mobile for free. The picture above was the chosen one.. pretty cool isnt it. out of the many shots taken this is the best shot.. haha.. Eug refuse to tk wz us, but his leg seems to want a share in the picture too.. haha. Last stop for the day was to Oosh to chill. headed for a car wash before heading back home.

16 june was a family gathering at my grandparents' place. 17 june was Fathers' Day wz my family @ East Coast Park.. haha.. we had so much food till we couldnt move..

gosh what a long entry, well that's all for now. i need to turn in, tom is first day of work.. hope things turn out well at work. +) .. tk care friends..

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Fish say i update less than her, even though i have alrdy finish my exams. Not that i want to, i wrote a post before this and it doesnt seems to be able to be posted for view.. still working on it.. As for now i hope this will let let all of you know that, this blog and the writer are both still alive. keke..

Oh a little note to add, i'm starting my new job tom.. gosh.. how am i going to wake up every morning for work. For those who knows me, know i'm a nocturnal animal. God bless me..

that's all for now, i'll do up the post asap. tk care friends =)

Labels: Shout Out Loud

I'm not as strong as i seems to be

When the news "walk" into my ears, i can feel my heart sinking to the bottomless pit
Yet i have to pull myself together, pretending i'm perfectly fine

Ur smile still memerise me, but i know you cant be mine
My tears well up a hundred times, and i fought to hold it back every time

So long as you are happy that will be mine

There's still some answers i'm looking for, only the truth will interest me even if it hurts that's what i'm prepared for

Changes has taken place, hope these changes would not affect our friendship

Thanks for the memories that you've given me, believe it or not its still vividly sticking with me

*hugz*

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Finally all the submissions are over.. It was about 2 weeks of madness doing MR.. Almost the whole group camp at sayang's place for like 8D7N sounds like a holiday tour. We ate non-stop for the 8 days we were there claiming that's the only source of energy. And all of us had evolved into vampires, coz we cant seems to work in the day, esp. me i am only active when i dont see sunlight. I'm so glad that sayang's house curtain block them all off.. haha..

In these 8 days we shared laughter, joy, tension, satisfaction, fun, frustration. Cracked our brains analysing the data, stating the implications of each, recommending changes to attain our objectives. This will be time that we will always remember, coz this is probably the last time we will be doing it as a group.

After submission last fri, we headed down to Phuture to unwind. Havent been clubbing for ages, feels pretty out of place when we're there. haha. Me & sayang met up wz kitty cat on sat for some pitstopping session, then to MH to celebrate song's bday, then to Bottoms Up to say Hi, off for Shrek 3 at 0200. And the gang met on sunday for dinner @ katong, we all left to do our stuff than meet up wz gab again at bout 0000+ for a night long of mj session.

It's a happening week i would say. But i'm not exactly happy. ...

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